Getting Things Together

What does one do when everything seems to be falling into place? I have been praying for this break in life, and I finally have it within my grasp. However, everything just seems too neat. Information, funds, positions all seem to be there, but sometimes things just seem too good to be true. Blind as I am to the possibilities in the far future, is this truly what I want? Yes. Is this truly what I need? Yes. Is it all possible? Entirely so. So why am I hesitating? Am I too used to adversity that even innocent breaks suddenly appear to be dangerous? Or is this just another honeyed trap? My gut tells me no. My mind tells me yes. Or was it the other way around? Logic and experience tell me that things simply do not turn out precisely right, in accordance to what you've been wishing for. Yet a part of me feels ungrateful for praying for all this, being given it and then questioning its wholesomeness. Still, everything comes at a price. Is it too great a price to pay to just let this chance go? The world was prayed for, and given to me. Now I ask if I should rule the world.