There are times when I truly feel like a wanabe. Sure, I may scoff at the people who go around saying the word "pro" too often, but ultimately there are things I'd look at and think: Hey! I wana be at that level! Sorta essentially the same thing, without saying the word "pro".
Sometimes it's an aspiration. That sounds awfully constructive. Other times it's really just a sort of envy, of wanting to ascend to the heights that others have reached, to stand shoulder to shoulder with the giants. Maybe it's ultimately the same. I do not know.
I do wonder whether I'm getting where I want to get to fast enough, hard enough and just what the hell I'd do once I get there. It's easy to aspire. But what happens once one achieves? Will I turn back when I finally face the Ganges?
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